I Used to Be

It took long to decide from where to begin while writing this blog. This blog is dedicated to all my friends. We met so many people during our school, college and post graduation time. Some of them stay with us for a reason, and some of them leave when time comes. Someone has to leave because of the circumstances. The one left behind are the friends we need in life to make it good and happy.

They are the one we can share everything and always expect help whenever we stuck somewhere. They are the one we don't have to hide anything, and they know best about us, in fact, what our parents and boyfriend/girlfriend know. We can call them in any circumstances; they readily help and made every difficult situation so easy. They make you laugh in your though time.

This make life happier and so easy to live. This will remain for a long period in our lives and then the stage comes where we have to sacrifice this happiness too. We are burdened with responsibilities. We get busy in building our lives and started leaving for ourselves and for our loved ones. We have to take care of our parents and wife.

Now most of our time spent in building our life, earning good money to survive and having our own apartment to live.Once we get all these we spent all our time to maintain all. Some of us are very luck that they don't have to bother about all these but we all are not that lucky enough and need to build it at our own.

During this time, we all miss what I Used to be. There were lots of things to be take care and burdened with responsibility, but it never felt too difficult because friends were together to make it happen or rather make it simple. Friends are always good at convincing. They will convince you for something, which is impossible at that moment and make you sacrifice in a way that you don't even realize it.

Life seems difficult when they all are not around. Now sacrifice made because we have other responsibilities to take care. We have to secure our future and always ready for the consequences come in our way. We live in fear, forgot to laugh from the bottom of our heart.

This situation came in everyone's life as someday we all have to move on in our life and leave all these moments and friends behind. We have to live it at our own and built it. Friends are always there to help. Sometimes they stay so far that it's not possible to reach or often circumstances are not allowed them to reach.

They are still there knowing everything. They want to help, but it's limited. They want to be with you, but time is running out. They want to laugh out loud, but it's impossible Now we laugh revising old memories, but we are not making new memories. It's impossible to live that life like we used to live and enjoying every moment we used to enjoy. It's impossible to take a risk at friends' silly mistakes and gets over with it being whatsoever come in the way. 

The time passed will never come to back so live every moments at fullest and make some good memories for future. Friends are always lives in memories and make you smile in every circumstance. All these memories are cured for our future when we all miss what we used to be or rather what I used to be.